Diary of a Child

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by melodica (Account disabled) on Thursday, 18-Nov-2004 19:07:11

Disconnected, blocked from feeling life
Always living through a false sense of power
A darkened sense of what is real and how to cope
With daily struggles, different faces, good and evil
Dreaming to survive in waking death
Breathing to prevent a silent sleep
Raised by rhythm and music
But, my heart beats out of kilter
Songs are not flesh and blood
I know it's not me though
I know someone found me
But they lose me in the fray
Because I don't want to be there
I am not a rope to pull
I am not a stone to turn
Toward a single side, darkness or light
Something's out there, someone loves me
But, I can't reach them, can't close the gap
Because it's full of buzzing thoughts
And, I have nowhere to place them
They'll follow me if I leave them behind
And kill my soul to rule my life
I'm broken, piece me into something new
Sew me up again, the inside's falling out
And, I can't let it out!
Heal me, love me, make me real
Find me, feel me, and start life over

Post 2 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Friday, 19-Nov-2004 10:54:49

I recognise every second of that.

and by Christ! That's brilliant please write some more

Post 3 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Friday, 19-Nov-2004 10:55:06

I recognise every second of that.

and by Christ! That's brilliant please write some more